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Frustration builds inside of me
Why is it no one else can see
In all the ways that all of this is wrong

Don't want my eyes, anymore
to see what I've been traded for
This torture's simply taking far too long

Why can't I look away
Why can't I disappear
There's nothing left to say
But I can always hear
The beating of one heart
the sound of falling tears

My last piece of sanity
Is currently escaping me
God why can't I be where I belong

I need to forget where I've been
I just need to feel loved again
I'm so sick and tired of being strong

The precious things he used to say
Fractured words into my ear
I heard them all again today
Those words I've grown to hate and fear
And now the broken record plays
Frustration builds inside of me
©2008-2009 ~Seagull8
:iconseagull8:

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So... my ex. boyfriends are hanging around me like flies to a dung pile and it's really depressing.....

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:iconbluehairedangel:
aw... :hug:

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I believe in the Sun even when it's not shining.
I believe in Love even when I can't feel it.
I belive in God even when He's silent.

Its a hinky, fandy-eating water elk that lives in a treenis in Canananadia!
:iconshadowtalate:
hey... im technically an ex to aren't i?
babe, your loved. you are very very loved.
and whose hanging around?

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here lies doug white.
leaving great friends,
a loving wife,
adoring children,
and a cemented grave that he may never rise again to feast on our delicious thinking bits.
:iconseagull8:
thanks.... :}

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Who needs competition... why can't we all just win....
:iconseagull8:
you're technically an ex... yes... i suppose...
Thank you angel... i feel loved now....
Colin is at pretty much every track function... and he claims that he's there for his brother... but in all honesty he doesn't say a word to Devin at all... and i have to sit there and watch the thing he calls his spouse sit there and glare at me because Colin can't take his eyes off my behind.... and then on top of that, chase and will and the whole convoy came to pick up shaun yesterday, he sat there in his truck... didn't wave, didn't smile, didn't even nod in my general direction, despite the fact that everyone else in the group felt free to openly aknowledge my existence.....and when they went to leave , chase peeled out so fast that i swear a piece of gravel hit me in the face....this hurts and sucks.... and i don't understand why he's being this way... i was nothing but good to him the entire time and now we can't even be distant friends!?!?!

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Who needs competition... why can't we all just win....
:iconshadowtalate:
colins trash, his wifes insane, and im not sure what to say about oneal... would you like me to talk to him? id like to, but not if it'll make you uncomfortable...
man, i really need to do something. you deserve better.

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here lies doug white.
leaving great friends,
a loving wife,
adoring children,
and a cemented grave that he may never rise again to feast on our delicious thinking bits.
:iconleolondon:
don't worry about it.
Colin's a horny douche bag and is getting hs due because he married that WhOrE, and O'neal is distracted and prolly didn't really think about it. And Doug...well...he's Doug!
Wait a minute....Do I count as an Ex? :blowkiss:

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Singing in the Rain can Drown you.
BUT SO CAN SUPPORTING TODD GOLDMAN!!
:iconseagull8:
just tell him that i don't hate him, and that if it wouldn't kill him to wave or smile or give me half a honk once in a blue moon that it would make me feel a lot better about it all.... i mean... it's not my fault that he broke up with me... it isn't my fault that he decided not to be a man about it.... he had a chance to do it face to face, but no, he sent me a half-ass text message on lawson's phone telling me that he didn't love me anymore and that he'd been with someone else for about a month.....so... considering the fact that i've forgiven him for all of that, the least he can do is throw up a hand and not hit me in the face with his symbolic gravel as he speeds off into the sunset....

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Who needs competition... why can't we all just win....
:iconseagull8:
no rachel... out relationship continues.... so no you are not an ex.... meet me at the motel room tonight!!!!
(p.s. doug wasn't included in that rant by the way...)

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Who needs competition... why can't we all just win....
:iconseagull8:
no rachel... out relationship continues.... so no you are not an ex.... meet me at the motel room tonight!!!!
(p.s. doug wasn't included in that rant by the way...)

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Who needs competition... why can't we all just win....

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